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Mar. 16th, 2023 12:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lonelypaperstarI wrote him an essay of how he made me feel.
I felt so tongue-tied and broken the last time we talked about it, that I felt I needed to. He probably sees me as ineloquent idiot, so it seemed necessary. At some point, I will make him listen to me recite it in its entirety.
Someday I will blog everything that's happened with him, but maybe when I'm more stable.
I am a wreck still, but I suppose it's my own fault for not letting myself heal as much as I should.
I felt so tongue-tied and broken the last time we talked about it, that I felt I needed to. He probably sees me as ineloquent idiot, so it seemed necessary. At some point, I will make him listen to me recite it in its entirety.
Someday I will blog everything that's happened with him, but maybe when I'm more stable.
I am a wreck still, but I suppose it's my own fault for not letting myself heal as much as I should.
